Autumn flowers

Sep. 29th, 2025 01:08 pm
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At the end of our garden there are some autumn flowers now.



Hagi, bush clover is a representative of autumn flowers for the centuries here in Japan.



The flower buds of spider lily.

I can’t see them from my room so have not noticed they were blooming. But yesterday I worked near them and felt good to hVe them in our garden :)
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dizzy with blessings and sadness.

Sep. 28th, 2025 09:01 pm
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Still absolutely loving the little Finch self care app, but one downside is that I have not been journaling much at all.

It got me off my social media and youtube addiction, but it has also taken my attention away from here, and I don't love that. I will figure out a way to come back. I think maybe eventually the novelty will wear off and it won't captivate me quite so much. One issue is that it asks for "reflections" and other journal-like prompts, but they are only a couple of sentences and not stored anywhere, so it really just evaporates into space and I can't learn from myself that way, the way I can here. Here I can see my thoughts and review them and look at them from a distance and it helps *so much* in processing the often unhealthy ways I view and internally express what I am feeling or struggling with. I need to get back here.

That said, I put on my app a goal of at least doing a 3 thing per day gratitude practice, here, so I will try that, starting tonight (separate entries for daily gratitude list).

...

Today I was able to do some chores in the morning, hash out some issues with Josh surrounding the house that it looks as if we may purchase together (EEP), and took a nice long hard bike ride in the last of the sunny beautiful early fall days before the rain starts in earnest, tomorrow. I will hopefully pivot to housework and baking, lol.

During the bike ride I picked up a glass vase out of a free pile, while starting the (audio) book All The Way To The River by Elizabeth Gilbert. Though I've watched a few of her TED talks, I haven't read any of her books since Eat Pray Love, but despite the fact that her concept of "souls" and "god" does not resonate with me at all and seems childish and cliche and shallow, she is charming and disarmingly honest, her love is real, she is as true to herself as she knows how to be, and that's all that really matters.

I am noticing a theme of following along with people my age, and what happens when we hit our 50s. I actually loved that Jennifer Grey wrote her memoir in her early 60s, and I want to keep an eye out for more books from women of that age, as I resonate with them more than women my own age, who seem to be lagging behind a little, mostly because most of them still have parents, haven't even been without their grandparents for very long, and haven't lost several close friends to cancer, as I have. I feel closer in spirit to 70 year olds than 50 year olds. This is not an exaggeration. I know several 70 year olds and they are just further along in life, in so many ways, that I was forced to be, way too young. Not in every way. Of course there is tons I still have to learn, I am not 70. I am not confident I will reach that age.

Anyway.

After the vase pickup I went to the farmers market for the last ten minutes, was able to get delicious brewed coffee and picked up some veggies and an inexpensive bundle of sunflowers that fit perfectly in the vase I found. Josh met me at a nearby coffee shop and we discussed/resolved more house stuff and I'm terrified but feeling a bit better about it. I still need to finish the home buyers education modules I downloaded, I am going to try to work on those in the morning. I am too tired, tonight. It's stressful but important. I want to understand the closing process better before I actually move forward.

Got a big hug from Ian at the market. I should have messaged Karissa. I will reach out tomorrow.

I didn't journal about Jasmine thinking she lost our mutual friend's cat, and then the cat turning back up magically (I suspect she may have never left and was just hiding).

I have not journaled about the festival, or the vampire ball, or the second trip to Timberline, yet. I want to write about these things, I do. But right now, I want to read my friends page and listen to my new weird quirky river book.

Going to sip this sweet gentle cup of chamomile tea and turn in early, I think. Been really enjoying the red light mask Tyler gave me. I need more mushroom hunting with that guy.

..

trimmed Avalanche's claws while she was sleeping. It's the best time to do it, sometimes she barely wakes up to protest. I had to treat her for fleas last week, after several days of suspecting I might need to - but I brushed her with a flea comb every day and never found any signs, until one day I saw flea dirt on her chin (I think the flea was also there but by the time I grabbed her to look it ran off and only the dirt was left, but it was unmistakable. But after I treated her, I checked and checked and checked multiple times a day for dead fleas or more dirt and found not a single molecule of evidence of anything. So maybe I really did catch it before they had a chance to reproduce, and there was really only one? Fortunately she tolerated the medication (pesticide) just fine and now I know she's good for a while.

...

I cried and cried and cried over my mom this morning. This happens a lot. Most days lately I don't cry as much, but today it was half an hour of soft sobbing. I don't know what to do, this sadness haunts me constantly. I need to find a healthier way to process it. Maybe I can do some research on how to process unresolved grief. I am so sad about how she died, it was a traumatic process to witness at such close proximity, for so many slow, long, painful years. I am so sad about how I treated her when I was younger, how she treated me, how it was never really anyone's fault, how I know she was doing the best she could with the tools she was given, and so was I. But it wasn't good. Except for the parts that were wonderful. It's just all so heartbreaking and gutwrenching. I get overwhelmed and paralyzed by all of it, regularly. My dad's death is even sadder in many ways, and my grandparents both also died so painfully and miserably, long before dad died, which was 25 years ago now, it's all just too awful to bear. They were all so wonderful in their ways. They seemed powerful and magical to me as a small child. (Well, I never met my dad's parents, but I remember my mom's.) They seemed like everything. To have seen all of them reduced to ash and forgotten is just... untenably sad.

...

I showed Josh the 90s movie The Birdcage last night. He asked me why Robin Williams was depressed. He looked so worried. He's seen me so sad for so long, it scares him sometimes. I don't have any way to reassure him, because it feels scary to me too, how sad I get. I do think the app is helping. I think if I can get through menopause, and get more stable, after that I will be in better shape, emotionally. We'll see I guess.

Lumber

Sep. 28th, 2025 09:20 pm
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After my ride I went to town and picked up several pieces of lumber. There are only a few cuts needed to put together three narrow bridges  that I'll use for an obstacle next month. 

Elly

Sep. 28th, 2025 09:06 pm
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I rode Elly today.  She is a small pinto mare, about 20 years old, that Carol brought along for me to ride. Carrie, Carol and I went out and did a 5 mile loop, first up to Post A and then an extended Waddington Pond Loop.  We were scouting for a good route for my ETS event in October.  I began my ride by doing about 2 minutes of ground exercises, asking Elly to yield to me.  She was good, and it really did bring her focus to me.  On the trail it was clear that Elly had babysat a lot of kids. She really walked out and wasn't very good about responding to my rein cues to slow down. She was fantastic about weight and leg cues.  I did my very best to demonstrate to Elly that if she responded I would instantly stop my rein cues.  As the ride went on she got better and better.  Carol had apologized and said she would fuss and jig the whole way home. Nope, she only fussed for a couple of steps on two or three occasions. The rest of the time she was on a loose rein. I was quite pleased.  It was a nice ride only spoiled by quite smokey skies. We are getting smoke from the Oregon fires.  Hopefully tomorrows storm with help put them out, I hear that Oregon could get two or three inches of rain. 

Accidentally worked 9 days in a row

Sep. 28th, 2025 05:52 pm
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and now Callie is angry at me.

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Osprey's Koseret Green

Sep. 28th, 2025 06:18 pm
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I bought a maroon Osprey Sojourn rolling backpack about 15 years ago. Recently it came back from checked luggage with some frayed areas, so I looked up repairs. Turns out Osprey will repair or replace their products no matter how long it's been. I paid $25 to send it in, they decided it wasn't repairable, and sent me a new one in Koseret green. I don't love the new color, but it's better than trying to spot a black item in a sea of black items.

When I asked the customer support person about the color name, I got back what I'm pretty sure was AI slop, so I guess they just picked it because it sounds interesting. Koseret, Lippia abyssinica.

Grateful to have a new pack! In addition to being a different color, they've made slight improvements, but it's essentially the same.

I don't know what to make of this

Sep. 28th, 2025 08:37 pm
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The Cherryh titles I dropped into ngram fell into 3 patterns:

Ones whose titles don't play nicely with ngrams. I dropped those.
Ones where the mentions per year decline fairly steadily year to year.
Cyteen. What's up with Cyteen? Did Jo Walton mention it on tor dot com around 2009?

LInks: medical (EDS, ME/CFS, Covid)

Sep. 28th, 2025 05:10 pm
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Prevalence of Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome in Transgender and Gender Diverse Individuals: A Retrospective Cohort Study by Tomasz Tabernacki, Lydia McLachlan, Matthew Loria, Shubham Gupta, Swagata Banik, Kirtishri Mishra, and Megan McNamara.
TGD individuals demonstrated a significantly higher prevalence of hEDS and HSD than cisgender individuals (OR: 18.45). The prevalence among TGD individuals assigned female at birth was 2.62%, and among those assigned male at birth, 1.00%, compared with 0.16% and 0.04% in cisgender females and males, respectively. Hormone therapy status was not associated with significant differences in prevalence.


Exciting New Research Sheds Light on hEDS Biology, study by Griggs M, Gensemer C, et al..
The researchers found 35 blood proteins that were different in people with hEDS compared to those without. Most of these changes were in proteins linked to the immune system, blood clotting, blood pressure, and inflammation. The largest group of changes involved the complement system, which helps the body fight infection and control inflammation.


Factsheet: The immune system and ME/CFS by ME Research UK.
ME/CFS is no longer viewed as a complete “mystery.” A simple PubMed search reveals hundreds of biomedical studies showing measurable differences between people with ME/CFS and healthy controls.


The symptoms are coming from inside the house. (& Long Covid Prevention Tips!) by Nyx Mir. Lots of good info!
COVID is most often transmitted via the air, not droplets like we thought early in the pandemic. As such: Fresh air will be your easiest and most effective option, assuming climate safety. Even a slightly open window will be MUCH better than closed windows.


Indefinitely Ill – Post-Covid Fatigue by Maria.
If you have had Covid-19 (tested or not), and are getting to a month or two on and still feel like you’ve been hit by a bus, please, for the love of God, rest.

CONVALESCE.


Huntington's disease successfully treated for first time by James Gallagher.
The new treatment is a type of gene therapy given during 12 to 18 hours of delicate brain surgery. [...] "We never in our wildest dreams would have expected a 75% slowing of clinical progression," she said.


Mortality caused by tropical cyclones in the United States by Rachel Young & Solomon Hsiang.
We estimate that the average Tropical Cyclone generates 7,000–11,000 excess deaths, exceeding the average of 24 immediate deaths reported in government statistics6,7. Tracking the effects of 501 historical storms, we compute that the TC climate of CONUS imposes an undocumented mortality burden that explains a substantial fraction of the higher mortality rates along the Atlantic coast and is equal to roughly 3.2–5.1% of all deaths.

Daily Check-In

Sep. 28th, 2025 08:24 pm
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This is your check-in post for today. The poll will be open from midnight Universal or Zulu Time (8pm Eastern Time) on Sunday, September 28, to midnight on Monday, September 29 (8pm Eastern Time).

Poll #33667 Daily check-in poll
Open to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 15

How are you doing?

I am OK
7 (46.7%)

I am not OK, but don't need help right now
8 (53.3%)

I could use some help
0 (0.0%)

How many other humans live with you?

I am living single
3 (20.0%)

One other person
7 (46.7%)

More than one other person
5 (33.3%)



Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.

Short Story

Sep. 28th, 2025 07:11 pm
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The audio version of “Data Ghost” my short story from the recent Storyteller: the Tanith Lee Tribute Anthology is now online at Pseudopod!

https://pseudopod.org/2025/09/26/pseudopod-995-data-ghost/



Also, Queen Demon, the sequel to Witch King, will be out on October 7, in ebook, hardcover, and audiobook narrated by Eric Mok.

https://bookshop.org/p/books/queen-demon-martha-wells/b7abd63577bd30a5?ean=9781250826916&next=t

"Slav-ishly devoted"

Sep. 28th, 2025 11:01 pm
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Posted by Mark Liberman

In an interview yesterday, Ty Cobb (the lawyer, not the baseball player) answered a question from Geoff Bennett:

GEOFF BENNETT: How do you assess the way President Trump in his second term has asserted control over the Justice Department and many of the prosecutors who work for it, as compared to the first term?

TY COBB: Well, he appointed people who were clearly slavishly devoted to him and willing to break any ethical barriers or legal barriers to do his bidding.

In transcript form, the answer is unexceptional. But Mr. Cobb pronounces "slavishly" as if its morphology were slav+ish+ly rather than slave+ish+ly.

It's conceivable that this is a sly allusion to the "Russia Russia Russia" controversy, rather than a plain old spelling pronunciation. What do you think?

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Review )
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Continuing my Worm / War of the Worlds crossover story. Another fairly short chapter to end the first day of the story.

The previous chapters are archived on these sites:
On Twisting the Hellmouth - https://www.tthfanfic.org/story.php?no=33872
On AO3 - https://archiveofourown.org/works/39112812
On Fanfiction.net - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14083560/1/The-Martian
On Spacebattles Forum - https://forums.spacebattles.com/threads/the-martian-worm-the-war-of-the-worlds-au.1034761/

See chapter I for disclaimers.

VIII - Podkayne of Mars )

Comments please before I post to archives.

Drabble: Soapy (Angelina/???(/Harry))

Sep. 28th, 2025 10:12 pm
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Title: Soapy
Word Count: 3 x 100
Rating: light NC-17
Characters & Pairing: Angelina Johnson/???(/Harry Potter)
Content: Underage (18/17/15), Exhibitionism, semi-consensual Voyeurism, vaginal sex, shower sex, masturbation, dramatic irony
Disclaimer: The characters, settings and HP Franchise as a whole are owned by JKR and not by me. I make no profit from writing this piece of fanfiction.
Summary: Angelina gives Harry a show.
A/n: Unbeta'd. Written for [community profile] harry100's Prompt #527: "Soap". Drabbles being what they are the description and even use of soap is less than what they could be. lol. Hope you enjoy regardless.


Soap )
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Zhao Yunlan sprawled on a couch, grinning at his phone. The background shows a purple sky with stars. Text reads, "Slo-Mo Rewatch. Guardian - half an episode per week @ sid_guardian.dreamwidth.org"


Hi, welcome to this week's instalment of the Guardian drama Slo-Mo Rewatch! Watch half an episode a week, and then come and chat about it here in comments. Or you can just jump into the comments without rewatching, of course!

Here is last week's half-episode. On to the second half!

Episode 2, from 22:11

Summary: Zhao Yunlan puts some puzzle pieces together and confronts Li Qian, accusing her of killing her grandma. She doesn't deny it. Gao Tianyu intercepts Zhao Yunlan's car, drags Li Qian out of it and attacks her. Li Qian's grandma's spirit comes out of the Sundial to protect her (and to scold her for admitting to what she didn't do). The Envoy takes Gao Tianyu away. Zhao Yunlan and Professor Shen have a moment at Li Yufen's grave. At the SID, Zhao Yunlan summons the Envoy, and they talk about the Sundial. Chu Shuzhi meets up with the Envoy and draws some parallels between him and Zhao Yunlan. Meanwhile Zhu Jiu plans his next move.

Zhao Yunlan and the Envoy at the SID

Quote:

Li Qian: When someone you cherish is dying in front of your eyes, what would be the main thought in your mind?"
Shen Wei: "I'm willing to exchange my life for his."

(Yes, I know this is iconic and maybe doesn't need quoting again, but it gets me every time!)

Detail:

One of my favourite details that I only noticed during the last rewatch: Shen Wei interfering with Gao Tianyu's attack on Li Qian from inside the car! There's a moment when it cuts to Shen Wei very conspicuously and intently narrowing his eyes - and then suddenly there's a brief blue shield effect flash, Gao Tianyu's hold on Li Qian breaks, and he's thrown back.

Questions:

What's your favourite moment in this half-episode? How much are you feeling for Li Qian? Do you think Zhao Yunlan had sufficient reason to accuse her of murder? Any thoughts about how this compares to the novel? Which of the many things Li Qian says on the rooftop resonates the most with Shen Wei? What does Zhao Yunlan think about the Envoy at this time?

(These are all just conversation starters - feel free to answer all, some, or none, and to say as much or as little as you like! You don't have to be keeping up with the rewatch to join in!)

And here is our schedule - please do sign up to host a post if you can!

Maui sunset

Sep. 28th, 2025 09:21 pm
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20250922_181125

[Epic god-light over the Pacific]

I returned to the UK last Thursday evening. I went to work and had a hectic day on Friday, greeting the returning students and my tutees. This weekend we got the suitcase turned around and at midday today, the bloke left for Uganda. At some point our kids will remember what it's like regularly having two parents at home, but apparently that is not this year.

I have to give three presentations tomorrow, one of which is a two-hour lecture, so I shall leave this photo here and go do some deep breathing.

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