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kindkitI wish work stuff wouldn't be exhausting and stressful at the same time as the world is incredibly stressful.
(It's sort of mostly my fault, since I'm the one who decided the early November would be the right time to introduce new curbside pickup hours and all kinds of changes. But things beyond my control have also happened, and I do not like it.)
Had a day off today (mostly; I had to check work email a few times). I didn't actually enjoy it, though I did manage a little nap after a broken and unsatisfactory night's sleep. I feel . . . horrible, in a way that doesn't register as horrible until I think about it. When I think about it, I would quite like to have a screaming sobbing meltdown and then collapse in a puddle.
Also I managed to hurt my neck by turning it wrong while lying in bed, and it is quite uncomfortable.
And I seem to have exhausted all the consolation that unhealthy (for me) junk food is likely to bring. Tonight, rather than junk food, I ate South Indian-style rice with yogurt and spices, because nothing else sounded good. And then, admittedly, some red licorice. But, meh.
I would like to feel calm and well-rested. *laughs slightly hysterically*
(It's sort of mostly my fault, since I'm the one who decided the early November would be the right time to introduce new curbside pickup hours and all kinds of changes. But things beyond my control have also happened, and I do not like it.)
Had a day off today (mostly; I had to check work email a few times). I didn't actually enjoy it, though I did manage a little nap after a broken and unsatisfactory night's sleep. I feel . . . horrible, in a way that doesn't register as horrible until I think about it. When I think about it, I would quite like to have a screaming sobbing meltdown and then collapse in a puddle.
Also I managed to hurt my neck by turning it wrong while lying in bed, and it is quite uncomfortable.
And I seem to have exhausted all the consolation that unhealthy (for me) junk food is likely to bring. Tonight, rather than junk food, I ate South Indian-style rice with yogurt and spices, because nothing else sounded good. And then, admittedly, some red licorice. But, meh.
I would like to feel calm and well-rested. *laughs slightly hysterically*
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Date: 2020-11-03 05:14 am (UTC)*hugs*
I am sorry about your neck; it is never fair when the insult to injury is also an injury.
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Date: 2020-11-03 10:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-11-27 07:05 pm (UTC)https://twitter.com/AlexanderNewall/status/1332338610750754819
(Also hey, how are you doing?)
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Date: 2020-11-27 07:37 pm (UTC)I almost commented on that thread, but was overcome with shyness/fear of creepily revealing my crush on Alex. But I do wonder if he thinks that's his only aesthetic, when at least half the time he's playing "evil android whose only use for human emotions is to torment humans." Though that's mostly when he's GM-ing.
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Date: 2020-11-27 08:01 pm (UTC)But I do wonder if he thinks that's his only aesthetic, when at least half the time he's playing "evil android whose only use for human emotions is to torment humans." Though that's mostly when he's GM-ing.
Or in Q&As. But he's never explored it sartorially, at least not as far as we've seen.